Kiki Roseland

@kiki-roseland

Active 3 years, 2 months ago
I have to go off line during a move and change this month. I want to return soon as I am set up in a new area. I’m headed for the highest mountains, tallest trees and purest water! MDR has helped no end and I still want to do an MDR Cruise. I am recovered now. Yes it is possible, and choosing to forgive is necessary, over and over again, […] View
  • I have to go off line during a move and change this month. I want to return soon as I am set up in a new area. I’m headed for the highest mountains, tallest trees and purest water! MDR has helped no end and I still want to do an MDR Cruise. I am recovered now. Yes it is possible, and choosing to forgive is necessary, over and over again, also…[Read more]

  • Thank you for this article which explains things so well. I have realized I was caught by a cute charming guy in dire need of immediate attention by what he said about himself. I know how anything can be healed and I was caught actually, the polite way. I see the whole thing, and the phrase of shaking the dust off my sandals and moving on has…[Read more]

  • It reminds me of the parable about the tares and wheat growing up together and then being separated at Harvest, when I took note of the therapist that advised porno, and another place here on the forum where the Court ruling was twisted in disfavor of the young.
    The field is maturing enough to where the tares are more obvious now it seems.
    Here…[Read more]

  • I meant to say, It is a victim situation.

  • Yea, I had a discouragement at work Friday morning. I show up for the big town run day and he’s passed out (beer) with a porno flick on in his narrow little trailer. FORGET that, I hate porno. Those perverts do the same thing to minors where the bigger money is too. A porno watcher is 100% DISQUALIFIED for me, not even.

    This 60 year old man…[Read more]

  • Points of release and seeing what is good about the change, and then the hurt thoughts are back. They are getting dimmer, but it does drag my energy and waste my time. I honestly don’t know how awful it must feel for those of you with long marriages. I read your testimonies and think of Cruise balcony rooms, spa treatments and MDA Conferences…[Read more]

  • Thank you for the encouragement. I have been toying with the idea of learning how to make cartoons. My life experience has enough extreme episodes to have unending material for a cartoon. I used to think along the way, there should be a cartoonist following my show! Finally I thought, maybe I can do it, why not.

  • Kiki Roseland posted a new activity comment 3 years, 4 months ago

    OMG, Tara its that bad. OKay, yea let that guy go. You can do better, I know you can. Sassin too.
    Yea, its when we get scared it looks bad. That’s just fears’ projection which is not Truth.

  • However, I feel far away from being that Corinthians quote. Maybe not as far as I think. But being that all the time is freedom and safety. That’s my goal.

  • Thank you for reminding me how its going to turn out. I thought an isolated winter would do it. Eight months now. But if I just keep persisting in that direction I’ll get there. I know that spiritual freedom in God brings everything good into our experience right away. And it is actually a moment away, or we can wake up in it.

    This is…[Read more]

  • I like everything about the post too, really helped after a trigger happened today which I just typed and erased.

    I have noticed that I am somehow more present in the heart of mankind that somehow put me more present with others and in better communication.

    On the mid-life point, Tara, I felt that way too until I remembered some things…[Read more]

  • I actually felt happy today with a sense of humor inside on how I was seeing things. I call it the cartoon version. I was above it for half a day and then surprisingly slept the other half of the day. I must have relaxed.

    I want to say that reading the originations of everyone here has been helping me allot.

  • Thank you Tippy! It’s awesome you are that connected with Bible and church.
    I only go once a week right now and its a different church then my norm.
    I was doing OK until an email from wasband and it was a nice little line of “you are truely missed and loved” and that set me off. I sent back a disconnection notice and was harsh. I made things…[Read more]

  • Thanks Tara, you just helped me because I had a bad day.
    And its forcing me back to work. Whew. God loves me, God loves me….until I can see the Kingdom of Heaven on earth also because it is here too. In my case, it’s spiritual or bust. But it does work so I’m doing it now. And I shouldn’t have mentioned the cruise ship, that was out of order…[Read more]